Sycosis

Worship, Worship, Worship, Worship

Oh my, oh my, oh my, oh my Goddess yeah she the hottest
That’s plain and simple
I bring on out your Holy Spirit if I bless the temple
I slow it down, speed it up, yeah I switch the tempo
Just make sure when you bust it back you pop it like a pimple
I know that’s nasty, ooohhh you know I like it
Oooohhhh you so enticing, oooohhh I’m so excited
Yo breastest look the bestest, ohhhh I want to bite it
I can see it in your eyes, don’t deny it, I know you like it
I know you need that, and I supply it
Got that exclusive, and you should try it
The aura that I’m feeling chilling, it does something to me
I’m shooting half court shots I miss it just forget you knew me
You know I need that, I can’t deny it
And I would worship, before I try it

She say her body is a temple
Now I’mma break it down real simple
If you go inside she controlling your mental
God Damn its intense
Flip my world upside down, Fresh Prince
I’ve been praying to the pussy ever since
She make a nigga worship, worship, worship
She make a nigga worship, worship, worship
She make a nigga worship, worship, worship

She make a nigga worship, worship, worship
Her body is a temple

In a trance the way she dance she got me hypnotized
I watch them hips and thighs and visualize so ain't no big surprise
That my tongue and wallet out now whats this all about
I took some shots she took some shots
She standing up I’m falling out
I hit the ground she climb on top and said these words to me
This pussy different if you taste it you gonna worship me
These titties pretty see them bounce and sit up perfectly
You see my hair, you smell my scent again I did this purposely
Now you gonna pay like you weight just like your rent du

I never saw this coming but its happening
I hit it once and tried to quit but now I’m back again
It's like I’m in jail in a cell from inhaling her smell
I can’t tell if this Hell

But I’m back into action a slave to her satisfaction
She give it to me in rations I take it all when it happens
Want to break up like fractions but way too deep in this passion
And her walls like D4L in ATL, back to snapping ayyyeee
Perhaps relaxing would get me out of this jam
I just liked all 4,000 pics she posted on Instagram
Listen fam, this ain't normal she burning candles they purple
Drawing stars in the circles and speaking to me non verbal
In my head, floating bed, am I scared fuck you mean
She a demon, she a devil, she a sinner, she my queen
I’m her servant its perfect we working just like what she said
I don’t trust her but lust her and plus she like it when I beg
I’m a slave, she a master at getting me to confess
Whatever it is she wants before she ask knows it’s a YES

She say her body is a temple
Now I’mma break it down real simple

If you go inside she controlling your mental
God Damn its intense
Flip my world upside down, Fresh Prince
I’ve been praying to the pussy ever since
She make a nigga worship, worship, worship
She make a nigga worship, worship, worship
She make a nigga worship, worship, worship
She make a nigga worship, worship, worship
Her body is a temple

I never saw this coming but its happening
I hit it once and tried to quit but now I’m back again
Its like I’m in jail in a cell from inhaling her smell
I can’t tell if this Hell
Clap Clap Clap Clap

I just want to Rap f*** this other s****
Beam me up to the mothership
I ain't from here anyway practiced freestyles on Renegade
Life gave me lemons, I tuned that s*** into Minute Made
Y'all wave riding my only interest to innovate
Music Game is a b**** but luckily I can penetrate
All I Know is Aim, Target, Lock, Shoot, Disintegrate
Once I get to spittin' and spazzin' they hyper-ventilate
Yeah I understand that’s your wife but I call her diner plate
Super straight in Super Max so tell me what that indicate
I was with the killers and the dealers off the interstate
Been kicking game on legal stains and how to beat a case
Say my name in the mirror 3 times fine n**** wait
I’ll be there like Michael Jack with a psycho pack
Rocket launcher, barbed wire bat, plus a knife attached
How nice is that, f**** yo plaques if you don’t’ write yo Raps
Y'all all biters anyway no wonder Tyson back

This music s**** legit is all I know
On my grind all the time I’m fine long as I grow

In my prime in my mind get signs that’s how I know
Get the money f**** the fame maintain that’s how it go

Live the lines before I wrote 'em, picture the fans who quote 'em
Clean the nines before I load 'em, tuck it close to the scrotum
In case you want to be a d***, that’s a quick click then I fold 'em
Dressed in all black, in yo living room like yo modem
That’s in all caps, give it to 'em soon like I owe 'em
You should fall back, from that white girl like you Odom
Cuz you tweaking for speaking my name that shit is dead
I’m Sycosis I’m eating yo brains, that’s on yo head
Need a bigger bag, feel like Scottie they paying Michael more
And n**** mad, see me run it up like a FICO score
A gift of gab, talking money I lived this life before
Be spittin' mad, this been bottled up like a liquor store
They listed 9, I offered 5 then figured 4
I flipped at 10 that’s 6 again to get me more
That’s Real Estate talk, this ain't been no Cakewalk
Sound Forged my Fruity Loops with Protools and Safe Vaults

This music sh*** legit is all I know
On my grind all the time I’m fine long as I grow
In my prime in my mind get signs that’s how I know
Get the money f*** the fame maintain that’s how it go

From the SouthSide We Warriors
My bloodline Vanglorius
My storyline Victorious
Ain't just me, it’s more of us
And we out here, we out here
We all in no doubt here
Chase money bags no clout here
Go dead in no route here

That flow potent go slow motion
my bread up now that dough floating
One shot out that scope fold'em
Yo b*** leave with a throat coating
My coat golden my socks match
they sleeping on me gonna stop that
We gonna save time and push your clock back
She topless can’t top that
We from outside of the SouthSide
Scream Harvey World and they mouth wide
Scream Riverdale and they quick to tell
I’mma give hell 'til they about tired
I’m about business and giving back
Got a whole vision hope you get with that
They done gave it up I hope we get it back
Deposit interest rate I let it sit and stack
'Til it’s money time, money time
Buy a building let it sit and grind
Buy a building let it sit and climb
Buy a building let it flip in time
And start a business LLC
F*** can these White folks tell me
My skin Black, my heart purple
That’s royalty a part of our circle

Bad as a 2 year old and she know it
Got me at a lost for words though I’m a poet
Watch it when she bag it up toot it and throw it
In a circle hurt you by virtue when she show it
We’ve been here before the garments and the decor
Is different or I’m Trippin' off visions of love and war
Saw you all in my dreams a castle and Pink dress
Princess Toad Stool I told you how could I think less
Taking over my soul ashamed of my weak flesh
Don’t even know her name feel lame with each breathe
But practicing my game the same with each step
Excuse me miss I’m the shit how we rep
But right at that moment as soon as I had a plan
Another guy slid by and grabbed her by the hand
Can’t tell if it’s her man but she caught me by my eye
Said we can’t meet here but you can meet me in the Sky

Meet Me In The Sky
Never knew I could fly so high
Meet Me way up there
Girl I can’t breathe without your love
Come be my air

Meet Me In The Sky where the stars touch
Me you and God holding hands over stardust
And the universe works in our favor
You’ve been praying for a man
But you’re your own savior
I’m just here to walk you into the light
Hold you up for Support, comfort you in the night
Unfold your wings, teach you about flight
Your eyes hurt the first time you perceive sight

And I, see you looking see you looking
From the dance floor Millie Rocking like you cooking
Trying to think of words to say to make my approach
Avoiding eye contact until I know we close
And I know the mood is right and the time too
Not sure how many lives I lived to find you
But you’re here now that makes 2 of us
Said you’re the only one, that takes 2 of us

Meet Me In The Sky
Never knew I could fly so high
Meet Me way up there
Girl I can’t breathe without your love
Come be my air

SY
You know its like
I’ve been trying to think of ways to get through to you
So far nothing's working but
Let’s try this
Look

I'm pushing and you pulling back I’m trying to understand
Why it’s n***** in yo phone but you calling me yo man
See you loving all the likes maybe they yo Only Fans
I ain't trying to make a scene, I’m trying to make a plan
But you killing it, all the attitude I ain't feeling it
In the bedroom I lay you down and get to drilling it
Bitches love Sosa and we could be closer
But I ain't trying to chase you so she coming over
Talk to me

Talk to me
F***** with me is good for ya
Them other boys can’t do it for ya
Ride through the city with me
No other woman I see
Top back driving while you grabbing on me
Yeah Yeah

Now this could be us but you playing
I’m focused on a mission got me a vision with toes in the sand
On somebody’s beach, with somebody’s daughter
My ducks in a row, plus my house is in order
So take it or leave it that pride I don’t need it
Mistaken conceited I’m dodging and weaving
You fighting yourself, enlighten yourself
Criticizing me but won’t do right in yourself
That’s a no no, no go, rather live solo
But pictures look better when it’s Ussies in the photo
I could push a coupe or we could bust it in a 4 door
Porterhouse, sirloin, filet at the FOGO
De Chao, date style, party in the day now
Venmo, Cashapp, Zelle or a Paypal
How you wanna get this money
I could make her get it for me
But I’m trying to get it with you
So you better get up on me Go

Talk to me
F****** with me is good for ya
Them other boys can’t do it for ya
Ride through the city with me
No other woman I see
Top back driving while you grabbing on me
Yeah Yeah

I’m just trying to create a situation you know what I’m saying
Where we can build
We can help each other
We can move forward but
I can’t make you
I can’t force you
You gotta want it

Threw away your love letters
I, thought it make me feel better
I finally got you out my bed
But I still can’t get you out my head ooh
I know this wasn’t the way we um pictured it going
Sometimes situations manifest they self
I just want you to, can you pass these to my son please
Like, I know you done with me, but can you, can you please just past these letters to him

60 cent for this stamped envelope off of commissary
50 cent for this pen, 70 cents for this paper
I hope bro will do this favor and spot me later
Hit me with $1.80 to write my lady about my baby and ask for pictures
He’s almost 2 now, I been here 3 calendars
Failed all the challenges one was supposed to pass
Didn’t come close to class, funny it’s all adding up
Sooner than later, wounds will get greater
Pains will get deeper, my celly a preacher
My mind full of creatures, dreams and nightmares
No bond like Meek Mill, I’m scared to sleep still
I’m spent off 3 pills, we call em Nu Nu’s
Don’t f*** with new dudes, you talk too much
We roll yo ass for fun, a honey bun maybe a pack of noodles
So call a white shirt, I hope my wife work
Any other day besides visitation
My situation is litigation
I sit impatient at these years I’m facing
I’m nervous pacing
Pull out my only picture of my son Jason
Kiss his face and I’m gone

$27.01 for this Quran
Inshallah we meet again
On the other side of the storm
See I”m bound by shackles and fences
In my physical form, yet my
Spirit is free what you seek is inside you, son
Much I’ve learned, much I’ve lost
It’s been a long time at a cost
Forgave myself and all my flaws
Then pulled me down off of that cross
Accepted my fate 60 years in the state
With dinner trays and paper plates
Getting colder and older
It’s like grey hairs froze in my face
All these years I’ve been silent
But now your moms say you wildin'
16 and acting violent, who else can I blame but me
For talking tough a lot, talking tough as Pac
Talking f*** an OP, and plus they sucker block
Will get you shot and stuffed in box
Listen Jason I’m beggin
Please don’t go down this road
I know I’ve made my mistakes
But hoping you learn from those
I know I shoulda been there
But still I love you no doubt
Just pull me out when you need me
I’m locking up for the count

$10 for my last phone card before they ban them
Left a voicemail to say I’m sorry hope you understanding
$39.88 for these pair of tennis shoes
I only need the strings I’m hearing things
But I’m a bit confused
The news said that 19 year old Jason
Was at the club as a patron
Got into an altercation
Shots fired and patient
Probably wouldn’t make it
So now these strings around my neck
No disrespect I couldn’t face it, goodbye

Ain't Nobody Coming I’ve been gunning from 100 yards
Trying to hit my mark, missing every time, this will be the start
Of the picture perfect, watch it when she work it with no hands
I got plans,stack 100 bands, people in the stands, and they fans
Singing every song, and they coppin' merch, this will work
I emerge while you falling off from Perc
While you leaning I’m even scheming
To heat up like steaming demons
I left for 6 years the feigning, I came back to make a scene
And get rich, all the benefits, all the business is
Smoke and mirrors to make it clearer I’m all up in yo shit
I’m like the clown from “IT” cuz down here everybody floats
I’ve been baggin' the baddest bitches and everybody knows
Body blows will bring the head down, I’m ahead now
Stacking bread and cut the overhead I’m more prepared now
Feel like Freddy to your favorite Rapper, yeah they scared now
Killed them all inside my dreams except they really dead now
Head Down!

Yeah that was cool and all, but I need you to go harder than that. Come On

Ain't Nobody Coming to find me or write no contract to sign me
I put that bullshit behind me and wrote this song to remind me
It’s only us, niggas phony plus so we only trust
If you down here in the trenches with us while we coming up
This is grind mode, preteen hard chaffing in yo jeans
Playing just the tip, until you slip, now we on the scene
Fuck the game, say my name like Candy Man in the mirror
I pop up with a hook you get gutted you gotta fear us
The focus now is the clearest, distance now is the nearest

That it’s ever been, this music medicine and I’m a healer
Actually I’m a dealer, you can get a QP
Yo cutie in my DM Trying to get some QT, I’m Bruce Lee
Move like water Out of your league you know it
Cut from a different cloth,you can’t stitch it or sew it
Motherfucka

See the things is, they want to put you in a box. They want to tell you who you can be, how you can be, when
you need to do it and why. But the truth is, you decide who you are going to be. Stop waiting for somebody to come fix it for you.
I’m going to tell you right now...listen

Ain't Nobody Coming to do it, its Mostly Me and I knew it
I had to bet on myself, I put the house on my music
Went into debt for this shit, sometimes regret what I did
But as a man I’m gonna make it only regret if I quit
Only regret if I stop and I could never be bought
So I ain't checking for labels unless I’m controlling the pot
I mean I own all my masters and plus my publishing too
Before I sign them away I cock by this 40 and shoot like poof
Now here’s the proof, I’m Super Man in the booth
The Mike Tyson of mics, you cannot handle the truth
Unruly and uncouth, and cold as a front tooth
With an ice cream in your face stay in your place or get moved
Like I’m Luda I do you bad in a second
Can’t compare with my methods my mind is a magnetic weapon So keep relaxing I’m coming back with an axe and a sword
At your front door declaring that we at War

We at war, and that’s exactly how its gonna be, don’t ever let them underestimate you, don’t ever let them
doubt you to the point that you start believing what they say. Don’t ever tell yourself that its actually only you,
because really, its you and everybody else that ever believes you at one time, and you gotta channel all of those
people, all those people into everything that you do, so you can be the face of it, so they can be proud of what you
are doing. Because they gotta believe in it, and so do you. Sycosis Mostly Me II…

You know my brother always says
There’s no room for egos in the house that we build
And right now we’re building heavy
So I invite you into this house
You’re Welcome

Feeling like can’t nobody tell me nothing
Main one’s talking never did s**** for me
Had to get it the best way I knew how
They hated on me then but they loving me now
Now that the tables have turned
Now that the tables have turned yeah

They never view you the same once you move out they lane
I told them to picture me rolling but they cropped out the frame
I hopped out the game then came back with a cheat code
In beast mode shoot every shot but never reload
Rails, always prevail the ship is only set to sail
Try to sink me if you can keep a canon to feed you hell
Fair the well, inscribe my insignia on my lapel
So they notice me, they know it’s me truth teller like Chappel
Master of my own fate from the alley shooting on crates
From getting booed and talent shows
To being seen as one of the greats
Most known unknown, the Triple Six of my state
Tables turn, cigars burn, glass filled with crushed grapes

Feeling like can’t nobody tell me nothing
Main one’s talking never did s*** for me
Had to get it the best way I knew how
They hated on me then but they loving me now
Now that the tables have turned
Now that the tables have turned yeah

Rapper, teacher, Realtor bank account on TBD
Just bought stock in CBD, used to pay with EBT
Now I bet they seeing me
Make soundtracks on they TV Screen
Made a couple movie scores
Killing s*** like Steven King
Pops get off parole next month
Gas him up and hold the pump
We’ll be on an island soon
Right around when Winter comes
Hopefully won’t need a mask
Cognac pouring out that flask
Find a chic who extra bad
Then count this cash on top her a**
Keep a toolie in the stash
I ain't into lacking much
I ain't afraid of the hood
I don’t trust these crackas much
They don’t wanna see me win
See me now or see me then
But tables turn, cigars burn
Garson see me in

Feeling like can’t nobody tell me nothing
Main one’s talking never did s**** for me
Had to get it the best way I knew how
They hated on me then but they loving me now
Now that the tables have turned
Now that the tables have turned yeah


May we be greater from now until forever
DJ Pain 1
Let’s keep it going

Just me and you

Mira
Mi brujita
Mi favorita
Sabes te amo
Por que estas jugando, Aye
You know you got me
Stuck under your spell
I’m hypnotized no lie
Know you can tell

If thick thighs save lives I guess I’m born again
Cuz I been face down in your mercy hurt me born to sin
A Gemini and she took both of me ain't that a b***
Ass so fat and switch when she walk by they feel inadequate
Mocha coffee complexion but speaking fluent Spanish
My body comprehend it, my mind couldn’t understand it
Guess our ancestors was close afloat on different boats
But now we physical in this pick and roll she gonna hit the post
Thought I was give and go, she calling isolation
Told me to bend the knee, call her queen or annihilation
And I’m like damn Khaleesi, just understand you need me
Just as much as I need you for midnight rendezvous
They call us los morenos, we both one and the same
She snapping off like Thanos neighbors thinking we insane
She prays to Santa Muerte, soon as I leave the house
She load the clip for me keep a lighter in her blouse, pow

A ride or die chic like LOX in '99
She keep her locks to her behind
and ain't afraid to reclaim her time
She stay lowkey talk is cheap make you pay your fee
This ain't no free, when she speak
They get weak and geek like A.O.C.
Plus they know we, a different breed
blowing strand of a different seed
I don’t smoke but that’s different weed
And I like her high, calm and sedated
Clothing is overrated them panties is still debated
Oh yes I love her like, like PMW
Trouble you if you think about it
Pour me a potion and probably hoping I think without it
La Santeria, she standing there damn near perfect
I seen this movie before, I’m lighting candles in worship
Work it

Wow thank y'all, no seriously thank you, its really dope that y'all held me down
Umm you know it took a long time to put this project together, and I’m not sure what’s going to happen, but
there’s..there is one thing that I do know and that is that um I’m scared to death. Like..like seriously, I’m scared

Feels like I’m closer than I ever been
I’m closer than I ever been yeah
Looks like I’m closer than I ever been
Seems like I’m closer than I ever been
How much a Kendrick feature cost me now
Well God Damn
How much a J. Cole feature cost me now
Well God Damn
How much a Kanye track gonna cost me now
Well God Damn
Looks like I’ll do it by myself since I don’t need nobody
I don’t need nobody else

What if I quit my job today and told them fuck it I’m done
Y'all never paid me what I’m worth and even worse this ain't fun
You slowly sucked my soul away at 80 hours a check
The disrespect and disconnect and so I’m here to collect
This 10 years I done gave yo ass and you ain't acting grateful
You cheat on me repeatedly naw you ain't acting faithful
Hateful I wake up in the morning from the scorn I hold
Of how you’ve torn me from them kids and put me in this hole
No longer whole, what kind of soul can watch all of their brothers
Shackled and handcuffed to each other then stacked on another
Cell block, they sell stock over private prisons
Conviction rate 90% so that shit is all a given
This ain't no living, I got vision of another life
And fuck yo Excel spreadsheets I got another type
Accounts Receivable, I know this ain't believable
But trust me bitch I’m leaving you
And next year catch me on your radio station and TV too

Feels like I’m closer than I ever been
I’m closer than I ever been yeah
Looks like I’m closer than I ever been
Seems like I’m closer than I ever been
How much a 2 Chainz feature cost me now
Well God Damn
How much a Migos feature cost me now
Well God Damn
How much a Timbo track gonna cost me now
Well God Damn
Looks like I’ll do it by myself since I don’t need nobody
I don’t need nobody else

What if I call my girl today and told her fuck it I’m done
I need to see myself in Cali spread my wings in this sun
Man we’ve been down like 8,9 years I guess we had us a run
But this ambition got me wishing what my dreams can become
But there’s a catch, we’ve got a child and I’d be wild
To turn around and turn you down, see its profound
How you guilt trip, and pound me in the ground
Maybe we’d both be better off, If I close this header off
On this chapter what comes after could possibly save a lost
Am I a coward if I leave, or empowered to receive
My next blessing this second guessing makes it hard to breathe
Would I be earning for my family, or doing something else
Never been married I’m buried in so much doubt over self
And I’m not sure you can help, but hold me up more like a belt
It’s not your fault but what I felt
Is play the cards that I’ve been dealt
And right now I’m bleeding red, with 2 jokers on the edge
Catching fades like playing Spades
You play the king I’m on your head

Feels like I’m closer than I ever been
I’m closer than I ever been yeah
Looks like I’m closer than I ever been
Seems like I’m closer than I ever been
How much a Drake feature gonna cost me now
Well God Damn
How much a Cardi feature cost me now
Well God Damn
How much a Just Blaze track gonna cost me now
Well God Damn
Looks like I’ll do it by myself since I don’t need nobody
I don’t need nobody else

Closer Than I Ever Been Before

Different Today
Slipping Away
Different Today
Slipping Away
Different Today
Slipping Away

I’m feeling different today
The old me the old me is slipping away
I got a lot on my plate
A lot on my mind
It’s all on my face
I’m feeling different today
The old me the old me is slipping away
So please just watch what you say
So please just watch what you say

A lot of stress up on my chest
From lack of progress and being home (yeah)
Lashed out 'til I passed out
I pushed them all away so I’m alone (yeah)
Another shot, I mean another glass
I mean another bottle its on (yeah)
Not sure what’s in that edible
But it’s incredible and I’m gone (yeah yeah)
I’m trying hard not to feel
I cannot drive I hope God got the wheel
Don’t tell me I’m wrong if I think that I’m right
If I think that I’m right I’m going to die on that hill
I’m feeling different my vibe ain't the same
I’m feeling different my drive ain't the same
I’m gaining weight and I’m staying up late
They say sleep when you’re dead but my eyes are in pain
So I keep 'em closed
Feel like I’m froze
This isn’t me
How could this be
Where are my goals
Hoping I snap out it before I tap out Lord knows
Last night I blacked out so when I act out
It’s a cry for help from my soul

I’m feeling different today
The old me the old me is slipping away
I got a lot on my plate
A lot on my mind
It’s all on my face
I’m feeling different today
The old me the old me is slipping away
So please just watch what you say
So please just watch what you say

A lot of pressure it be hard to measure
My girl hard to pressure so we fight (yeah)
She say the wrong the wrong s****
So then I go and flip
And now we argue all night (yeah)
She crossed that line about a thousand times
I curse her out she crying but she right (yeah)
So now my bags packed but then I back track
Get scared then cancel my flight (yeah yeah)
Maybe I should fly away
No energy to play good guy today
Each minute I’m trying but inside I’m dying
I’m praying for strength but it could go away
I’m feeling weak and I could go astray
Don’t want to leave and I could go today
But I got a son and I cannot run
Can’t look in his eyes when I look in his face
So I keep 'em closed
Feel like I’m froze
This isn’t me
How could this be
Where are my goals
Hoping I snap out it before I tap out Lord knows
Last night I blacked out so when I act out
It’s a cry for help from my soul

I’m feeling different today
The old me the old me is slipping away
I got a lot on my plate
A lot on my mind
It’s all on my face
I’m feeling different today
The old me the old me is slipping away
So please just watch what you say
So please just watch what you say

You're doing it every day
Sometimes we got to do it
Someone's got to do it

Fifteen Hundred All Hundreds Folded, that’s A Bet
They Can’t Stop It Just Copped It Sold It That’s A Bet
Secure The Bag Remove The Tag Noted That’s A Bet
Yo Chic Watching S*** Popping, Hold It That’s A Bet

That’s a bet like a poker chip I’m on ultra drip
Ain’t s*** on me designer but fine enough to get notices
And yo b**** notices no yo flow not as cold as this
Nova Scotia's ultimate let'em fly then reload the clip
Talking like a soldier s**** hope you come back like Soldier did
Keep a bomber jacket with 40’s on me like POTUS did
That’s Obama comma, keep an eye out Futurama
Not from this planet I just put on this black suit for armor
Electric execute ya I’m flexing like Lexon Luther
I’m texting my ex seduce her then taking the head Medusa
Bag like Mansa Musa, I’m kinda in Kamasutra
Give you the D like a gym teacher when you ain’t trying to suit up
I’m from the Chi we shoot up, quick as a spoon to needle
My Mercury in retrograde me and the moon is evil
How come the best box always attached to a quacky f***
Pain in the ass but she using spit like she Daffy Duck
And I might cuff her she tag along like a Danny Glover
My momma hate her but lied and told her my family lover her
Listen I’m fly and hover my sneakers untie each other
But we was sleeping head to feet and didn’t lie in covers
Took bubble baths in dish detergent the s**** disturbing
That’s why the flick of the wrist is slick as the sickest surgeon
Look how we put that work in look how we stirred the pot
Look how went and franchised came back and served the block

Cash liquid I’m sick with head to the shoe game
Ball, Scottie carry me out the mall with the flu games, y’all
Steady playing I’m steady mobbing like Wu Tang, awe
Save her number but change her name like she 2 Chainz
We do this often came fresh to death like the newest coffin
Come dip in Sauceum it’s awesome toss em flip it like a dolphin
I must have lost'em with all this flossing probably would cost'em
She doing tricks in her home alone like Macholy Caulkin
Tell her to take a picture she quote me like sacred scripture
Keep secrets like Vegas with ya, or watch how that laser hit ya
Flexing flossing we the s***, check our record we legit
Get a bag and make it flip, buy a block and not a brick

We all addicted to something that takes the pain away
'Cause every lesson can't be solved with a simple pray
Envision single mothers working every night and day
So kids influenced from environments in which they play
Then add in the environment in which they stay
Ain't safe for them to go outside because of bullet strays
Or drugs and thugs took over parks because they getting paid
Face with immeasurable odds now what you gotta say
Things change real quick, focus up and get the dollar
No sleep, the early bird always gets the nightcrawler
I fear not trying never had a fear of failure
'Cause failure only happens when you listen what they tell you (The Homie Chris)

Yeah I been through a lot of things
Can't tell you what all I seen
Through the highs and the lows
And the curves in the road
Still here living king
Standing on my own 2
Made the rules like we supposed to
Give a damn what you heard
I'm a man of my word
Tell me what you know about me

Tell me what you know about me in real life
A status or tweet don't capture what I feel like
I feel like the lightening of God is in my fingertips
Been holding on for so long sometimes my fingers slip
Feel like the pressure of the world is on my shoulders
Battling depression, stressing and starting over
Must need a clover with 4 leaves and a rabbit's foot
Haven't had a haircut in 6 weeks this my savage look
No lining define him I'm still pushing through
If I fall then I fall but I'm still pushing you
It's never bad as it seems must change how we think
Use to have the food stamps out the booklet til I mad the Link

Yeah I been through a lot of things
Can't tell you what all I seen
Through the highs and the lows
And the curves in the road
Still here living king
Standing on my own 2
Made the rules like we supposed to
Give a damn what you heard
I'm a man of my word
Tell me what you know about me

I'm standing on my word like these size 12 Supras
Flying over losers like a blue shelled Koopa
Think deep, like the tune of a tuba
Or seeing a school of tuna while you scuba in Aruba
I can pull a win from a blooper
See my future like Bruce Willis watching a loop of Loopers
I used to shoot hoops with them shooters
Maneuvered through them streets like them skinny ass scooters
They can't tell me about this culture
Italian beef, French bread, I'm so fucking cultured
I quit my job and became a boss

Over your noodle
Red sauce and chicken broth

Yeah I been through a lot of things
Can't tell you what all I seen
Through the highs and the lows
And the curves in the road
Still here living king
Standing on my own 2
Made the rules like we supposed to
Give a damn what you heard
I'm a man of my word
Tell me what you know about me
Tell me what you know about me
Tell me what you know about me
Give a damn what you heard
I'm a man of my word
Tell me what you know about me
Tell me what you know about me
Tell me what you know about me
Give a damn what you heard
I'm a man of my word
Tell me what you know about me

I want to give a special shout out
To the toughest year of all time
We all deserve a trophy for this one

2020 God d**** you gave us plenty
Drama and attitude
But I ain't mad at you
You gave me life that’s right
You gave me avenues
You took our loved ones though
Look at the magnitude
You put the world on pause
Like a sabbatical
You showed my people’s pain
I show you gratitude
You made them say her name
Look what you had to do
The President don’t give a fuck
So we might make the news
The whole world is a stage
We might set it ablaze
May they never forget
That its kids in a cage
Them police want a war
We fist up in they face
We fighting down the block
This looks like Streets of Rage
A lot of babies dying
From stray bullets still
And when the shooter is Black
We don’t know how to feel
You took us out the fields
So now we kneel on them
I rep Chicago still
Like dollar bill on 'em
You made us boss up
We started thinking business
Fuck them designer stores
Like a Jehovah’s Witness
We finessed all the loans
And finessed all the grants
May they put it on Black
Like Kevin Durant

We gonna be alright now
Alright
We gonna be alright now
Alright
We gonna be alright now
Alright Now
We gonna be alright now
Alright Now
We gonna be alright now

2020 God d**** you gave us plenty
Reasons to quit but we in season for this
Thank you for the Glory my story even exist
We covered in Mercy my earthly worth is a gift
I’m covered in flaws I’m hoping you can forgive
My pride my ego I’m struggling just to live
But, We the stronger type
So rather you wrong or right
You my brothers and sisters
We get along tonight
We got a longer flight
On this road traveled
Black male jail cell from a cold gavel
Black woman kidnapped sold like cattle
Tell me where these stories at on your news channel
Vigil every night in the hood so bring a candle
Us killing us is what they want but we can handle
All the pressure, this year was all the extra
Wealth, fame, and money
Time to change how we measure

We gonna be alright now
Alright
We gonna be alright now
Alright
We gonna be alright now
Alright Now
We gonna be alright now
Alright Now
We gonna be alright now

I just feel like
If we made it through this one
Like what can’t we accomplish you know what I’m saying
Some of us had the best and the worst times
At the same time this year
And we’re not going to forget it
We’re different people now
We’re better than we were before
We’re prepared for whatever
May nothing hold us back
May nothing slow us down
May we always remember
We gonna be alright now

You know it gets rough sometimes
Non Stop

We going non stop
And we won’t stop
Say you looking for the real
We the one stop
We going non stop
And we won’t stop
Say you looking for the real
We the one stop

Check
King I’m working that dollar twerking
This money certain long as I’m observant
I stay in focus and move in purpose
I sow a seed they so in need I water them
Please don’t go at me, no OMG I slaughter them
Then LOL that flow is like hello hell
Just grew pops up out his cell
Then toasted to never fail
I prevail and stay on top of s***
copping options with proper flip
Bad b****** with their tops unzipped
Blowing shotgun intoxicants
You a lame I’m the opposite
Begging for likes and compliments
When your circle competent
You don’t talk you accomplish it
I’m dedicated just elevated to levitated
Been on charge like Raiden
I’m tired of waiting, I’m aggravated
Snap a finger I’m activated they captivated
Like that’s amazing
then get the bag like a tax evasion
Attack evading, and parry quickly
Get buried swiftly from a scary city
Extendo clips probably carry 50

The money means nothing if its no respect
I’m surrounded by kings now that’s a loaded deck
Self is what it’s Gr8er Than
We Alpha Male no betta plan
To run up all these number fam
Faster than a data plan
Damn LDorado
The forward motion is perpetual
You want to talk professional
Come meet me in the vestibule
What you got
A cup of drink a plate of vegetables
Chilling out with the best of crews
Talking about what’s next to do
Boss s***
Build a budget
Get a building start eating from it
Cop a stock
and then flip it quicker than it can plummet
Come and frolic with alcoholics and hurt your stomach
The next 2 bottles that’s on you that’s if we see you vomit
New real estate in different states new paper plates
Still scoop my grandmother’s potato salad from paper plates
The darkside can’t touch me I’m in my special place
God Speed moving non stop until we win the race

You know it gets rough sometimes
New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings
We gotta keep waking up
We gotta keep going
Non Stop

Bullets is ringing the shells is firing
The lambs are silent in front of the sirens
We raised in violence and trapped in fear
They got guns so we got guns
In case they bring guns, breathe lungs
You got feet run, once the heat comes
Street sweep from discrete pipsqueak
But that beef make him reach
Now he 6 feet with fangs instead of teeth
Once he squeeze he relieves all in the vicinity of their energy
And turn them into Teddy Bears and memories

Maybe T-Shirts that's how the streets work
Reactions are knee jerk when the masses need work
I need purp and I don't even smoke
I need therapy and I don't even go
So when shit happens I don't even cope
Ain't even close to where I'm supposed to be
Whatever took a hold of me
Can't be cured by no Hail Mary and rosary
I bought this lie how it was sold to me

Packaged and pretty unwrap you silly
From savages city this is
The sound of 600 murders annually
Pull the stick out and shift you to God manually
Moving faster my momma calling the pastor
Told him to pray for me and that I'm covered in the plasma
Of Jesus, now how I'm supposed to believe this
When these Right Wing Christians that murdered all of our leaders
I mean I need something real
I mean I need something strong
I need something to fix it
But I can't tell you what's wrong
Hold on

I had a dream last night
Celebrated with the team last night
Oh yeah, did my thing last night
All a sudden saw a beam of light like
Took me out took me out
Took me out took me out
Cut me down from what I'm supposed to be
But maybe I'll be free

Fire and flame we walk through it
Stand in the mirror with the lights off and talk to it
This my seance, call the spirit world and conjure up a verse
Hocus Pocus hope you focused I can make it work
Magic, like Psychodrama it's a cycle kinda
Repeating itself repeatedly and it's all based on Karma
What goes around comes around but it comes back quicker
Once a nigga figure that a trigger will make his stacks bigger

I pray for them when I see them in the County
A life is priceless but in the hood its a bounty
And they paying it, cock and spraying it
Get down and laying it
Ain't no point of saying it
We could die any day in it
The streets don't discriminate ain't safe for kids to play in it
The system set up for us to fail and lose our way in it
I lost a lot of people to evil why would you stay in it
And politicians laughing they tipping the scale and swaying it
Like damn

I had a dream last night
Celebrated with the team last night
Oh yeah, did my thing last night
All a sudden saw a beam of light like
Took me out took me out
Took me out took me out
Cut me down from what I'm supposed to be
But maybe I'll be free

I think they f****** with me now
But they ain,t gonna get it
But they ain,t gonna get it
But they ain,t gonna get it
I think they f****** with me

I wrote this one up for breakfast
Gave you my life story
Told you from my perspective
Reflected on all my demons
Invited you to dissect it
Can’t prove it’s a higher power
If so just know I’m connected
But still I feel disrespected
It’s likely you’ll never hear this
Your homey knows I’m the s***
Won’t tell you because they fear this
Won’t share this until its trending
All my transactions pending
All my fears in this pen
God damn it my head still spinning
From drinking last night and thinking
About choices I’m still defending
Devil's in the details everyday it’s never ending
All the doubt and all the pressure
Pray for this and pay for that
Line these pills up on the dresser
Make a wish and take em back
F*** these n***** they all whack
Yeah I made it out alive
Yeah I’m still rapping b****
I got lasers in my eyes
I got trouble on my mind
I got pain inside my heart
I got scriptures I got pictures
Gotta paint them this my art
This a mission not a choice
Make a way for Averi choice
In the basement of that jail
Give em hell making noise
I’m a voice for these people
I’m a tool, I’m a vessel
I’m a king without a crown
They gonna kill me I ain't special
Yeah I know it still ain't stopping
I’m a profit without options
I’m a demon steady scheming
Dollar dreaming I ain't got s***
B*** I’m both, s*** I”m close
I don’t brag I don’t boast
That’s for weak, this for me
You don’t know, we gonna see
I’m the truth they all lies
Look I made it 35
When you Black that’s middle age
Still I rage still I rise
Still survive in the streets
I’m alive on these beats
I’m a dog I’m a beast
'Til I die, we gonna eat
Look I’m focused hope you noticed
All the growth and all the change
Shooting clocks, breaking watches
Killing time, still remain
Still the same yet I’m not
Yoga flame yeah I’m hot
Imma make it
Imma make it
f*** who taking up my spot
But they don’t get it

You wasn't part of the plan it took me 30 years to understand
That I ain't the one who make it, debated over again
Rather or not to keep you
Rather or not to lead you

Knowing that I conceived how could I turn and delete you
Been in that clinic before, saw the pill and the needle
Walking out she in tears, probably thinking I'm evil
I'm thinking we dodged a bullet give ourselves some time to build
We made love a week later ain't give ourselves no time to heal
I'm thinking its time to chill, hit D.R. for a vacay

Tell her don't take the pill, wasn't thinking about no baby
Was thinking about my hay day, be 20 something and rich
I notice she getting thick, acting funny and sick
I'm like damn

See now I understand, everything it takes to be a man
I'm asking for forgiveness while holding on to your hand
Praying we can make it and I never let you down
On your head is the crown my first boy
You bring me Black Joy

The only time I'm happy is around you
A lot of you inside of me, inside of you is all truth
It's all new, still trying to make the adjustment
Fell back from everything, rapping, writing, and hustling
Problems feel like they double we struggle to stay afloat

Before I ever let you sink, my bare hands will build a boat
Thinking about your future, birthdays and graduations
How your grandpa gave me advice, on all these situations
I'm hoping to build a kingdom, hand you over the castle

Be the first one in the crowd while you flipping over your tassel
Cheering you from the sideline, basketball or soccer
Instead of being a rapper hope you strive to be an author
I'm hoping that I can offer, encouragement and support
But beware of Snoop Dogs while you trying to build you a fort
See you'll catch that one later, we'll watch the movie together
I'll be here in any weather to make it better

See now I understand, everything it takes to be a man
I'm asking for forgiveness while holding on to your hand
Praying we can make it and I never let you down
On your head is the crown my first boy
You bring me Black Joy

On your head is the crown
You bring me black joy
On your head is the crown
You bring me black joy
On your head is the crown

Come through something Red something lacy
Smack you on your ass, flip you over make you face me
Legs on my shoulders you whispering taste me
Nails in my back and you digging like crazy
Told you this was gonna be a predicament
Got a boyfriend don’t know where yo nigga went
All I know is once we in this room
I’mma fuck you to death and then leave you a tomb
Legion of Doom I’m off the top rope
You wet as an ocean and I can rock boats
Aaliyah I need you we kissing and close
The “D” like a drug and I’mma give you a dose look
Hit it hard like kicks in Kung Fu
From the bathroom sink the kitchen one too
Again and again that’s if you want to
Until you pass out wake up and come to
Come through

Baby what it do yeah yeah
Trying to set the mood right now
Once you come through
I’ll be touching and loving and rubbing
Fucking all on you girl

This ain't your first time but I’mma make you feel like it
Hand around your neck already baby I’mma still bite it
Tell you to throw it back knowing you gonna still fight it
Go a little harder knowing you gonna still like it
Why is you running come take this from me
Girl got me started push button no key
Can tell when you cum from the way that you breathe
Then you curling your toes and you locking your knees
Keep popping it please the way that I like it
Know what to do next damn it I’m psychic
Toss it back at me like quarterbacks hiking
Can throw your toy away don’t need you no sidekick
I’m in there we going the distance
I’m sweating you sweating I’m shining you glistening
When’s the last time you took care of you
So I brought her along to help take care you too
I take care the mood I got candles and music
Hitting yo spots you can’t handle you lose it
Switching positions I’m letting you choose it
Talk a good game now I’m letting you prove it
Hit it hard like kicks in Kung Fu
From the bathroom sink the kitchen one too
Again and again that’s if you want to
Until you pass out wake up and come to
Come Through

Baby what it do yeah yeah
Trying to set the mood right now
Once you come through
I’ll be touching and loving and rubbing
Fucking all on you girl

Here when you want me
Here when you need me
Once you come through
You know what to do
Baby don’t tease me

Can you tell me I’m the only one you want
The only one you need
The only one you’re going to care about
The only one you see

How I know that I’m the only one
Like you want me to tell you
Life time full of plans and they only fell through
Promise and we promise and we kiss and then we hug
Yelling then we screaming now we fight until we fuck
Pretend it never happen now we make it all up
But I ain't got no patience left and you ain't got
But we both just came, so it mostly works
Until one of us say it, so I’mma bring it up first

I need you by my side tonight
Laying with me only
And I need you just to tell me now
What its gonna be for me

Can you tell me I’m the only one you want
The only one you need
The only one you’re going to care about
The only one you see

Damn can you tell me what we doing
Curse each other out until our whole day ruined
I said a bunch of things I could never take back
You going through my phone look for evidence to match
Its evident in fact, as far as trust we ain't got a drop
We ain't got a lot we ain't gotta stop
We seen this movie before and we ain't got a plot
It gets messy at the end and we ain't got a mop
Or bucket but fuck it
I want to talk real shit but you changed the subject
Got a lot to deal with but you came above it
Used to hold hands now we fighting out in public
Fighting in the gym fighting in the bar
Fighting on the phone fighting in the car
Walking in the house I’m yelling who I am
And you yelling who you are
Deep emotional scars, I kiss you, you kiss me unhooking your bra
Then I’m biting on your neck
Pulling down your pants taking off your shirt
Hand around your throat, you like it when it hurts
I like it when you squirt, like it when you see girl you like and flirt
Bring her home then she tell us you her first
Now we caught up in the moment
Talk about the baby we supposed to have
Remember when you asked can you keep me
Well how long can we repeat the past

I need you by my side tonight
Laying with me only
And I need you just to tell me now
What its gonna be for me

Can you tell me I’m the only one you want
The only one you need
The only one you’re going to care about
The only one you see

Promise
That you won’t love him
That you won’t need him
That you won’t trust him
That you won’t keep him
That you won’t lie
That you won’t cheat
That is its not them
But you want me

Can you tell me I’m the only one you want
The only one you need
The only one you’re going to care about
The only one you see