DaShawn Shaunta

Pain, pain, pain, pain

Why you want to know, why you want to know
Why you want to know, that's my pain that's my heart aye
Why you want to know, why you want to know
Why you want to know, why you want to know

My very very bad self, my very very bad self,
My very very bad self, my very very bad self
My very very bad self, my very very bad self
My very very bad self, my very very bad self

Yeah, and it falls to me
I done been around more than a clock repeat
Still be praying to the Lord my soul to keep
Don't be needing no fangs when I roll with sheep
I done been around one, God and His son
Can't change the past but man I rerun
Ain't finna ask you pay in all ones
This is the part where I'ma go umm

Can I shoot for the stars and not land in jail
Can I still do me and not land in hell
What about ole boy I was talking to last night
Is he still on my Snapchat high life
Now its twilight up with the nightlife
If God could just close His eyes and let me just sneak this by one time
Out of sight out of mind but I pray on my grind like

Why you want to know, why you want to know
Why you want to know, that's my pain that's my heart aye
Why you want to know, why you want to know
Why you want to know, why you want to know

My very very bad self, my very very bad self
My very very bad self, my very very bad self
My very very bad self, my very very bad self
My very very bad self, my very very bad self

Pain, pain, pain, pain

I said call your friends, it's your birthday
How you celebrate in the worse way
Working with my heart please don't hurt me
I can't do too much cause it's Thursday
I can't say too much cause my feelings not alone
I just want some real but I'd rather be alone
I don't count my time count my blessings on my own
I don't need your kind if it's stressing then I'm gone

I don't need your xans or need your bans to make it work
I don't need your ice or need your price to make it work
I don't need your love or need your drugs to make it work
I don't need ya, so call me, for life

I don't need your subs or need your buzz to make it work
I don't need your smile if you think that I'm a flirt
I don't need your liquor
I don't need your strippers
I don't need your four four
I'm minding my own own it's my birthday
It's my birthday, it's my birthday, it's my birthday
So call me, for life

Make it work
I don't need your love to make it work
I don't need your drugs to make it work
So call me, for life

White upon ya, no cocaina
I'm God's child, hi nice to meet ya
I'm with my team, we blowing speakers
See what I mean, they all want to be us
I got favor, what's my flavor
Who is you now, just my behavior
Aye no disrespect, no ego flex
I'm verified, came with the brown eyes

I said call your friends, it's your birthday
How you celebrate in the worse way
Working with my heart please don't hurt me
I can't do too much cause it's Thursday

I don't need your xans or need your bans to make it work
I don't need your ice or need your price to make it work
I don't need your love or need your drugs to make it work
I don't need ya, so call me, for life

I don't need your subs or need your buzz to make it work
I don't need your smile if you think that I'm a flirt
I don't need your liquor
I don't need your strippers
I don't need your four four
I'm minding my own own it's my birthday
It's my birthday, it's my birthday, it's my birthday
So call me, for life

I see the spotlight in your heart, in the moonlight there you are, but if I show me will I
Find myself feeling lonely for life, cause in the moonlight there you are

Cause in my good times and bad times, when I find myself feeling lonely spotlight
Said its a good day for sunshine, when I find myself feeling lonely spotlight

I stay up, I stay true, GOD will, come through, and no matter where you go
Where you are, you can find me in the spotlight star

Quit running with your heart drive slow, never far enough apart why go
Quit running with your heart drive slow, we can find our way God Star

Quit running with your heart drive slow, never far enough apart why go
Quit running with your heart drive slow, we can find our way God Star

Come find the beauty in your scars, our love for who you are, and if I show me
Will I find myself feeling lonely for life, come here and rest your heavy heart

And ride slow, and you know, I stay up I stay true, God will come through and
No matter where you go where you are, you can find me in the spotlight star

Quit running with your heart drive slow, never far enough apart why go
Quit running with your heart drive slow, we can find our way God Star

Quit running with your heart drive slow, never far enough apart why go
Quit running with your heart drive slow, we can find our way God Star

When I find myself feeling lonely spotlight, when I find myself feeling lonely spotlight

Shots go out to yall, all mine dressed in pink mmm
Even if I fall, don’t care what you think
Hello, yuh, angel wings' a mink
Working on my ideas but you bet not blink hello

You working with some bad yuh, roll it back yeah
Seen a picture tryna add yeah, so you bad yuh
Everything’s a fad yeah, ain’t it sad yeah
Save yourself for marriage
Horse and a carriage, please

Not many can handle it,
R.I.P the worst of me I’m waiting on a candlelit
If you say you knew me
Well that’s shouts out to the old me
Now I’m holy, ain’t no ain't no throne before me
Still, I’m righteous, get to know me

I said I can’t get no love cause I ain’t down for the chilling
I can’t get no love cause don't wanna have they children
I been smiling lately but crying like a villain
They just rappers being actors like (no names, no names)

Really what’s the dealio, still chasing a million
My life look so glamorous and got it all in video
Jesus steady looking like y’all a bunch of scrubs
What y’all do on weekends, XOXO shrug yeah

Welcome to my nightmare where everyone can see me
And the hidden things that lie here
My best side on tv and they follow
Or they retweet and they got a bunch of curves
Y'all ask a bunch of questions y’all got a bunch of nerves

Lit is used for cigarettes, prayer is used for my regrets
Still salute just like vet, when in Rome call collect
All I know somebody out here tryna marry me
The rest of ya'll just haters steady
Tryna bury me now hello

Shots go out to yall, all mine dressed in pink mmmm
Even if I fall, don’t care what you think
Hello, yuh, angel wings' a mink
Morking on my ideas but you bet not blink hello

Shots go out to yall, all mine dressed in pink mmm
Even if I fall, don’t care what you think
Hello, yuh, angel wings' a mink
Working on my ideas but you bet not blink hello!

Whoa! write my eulogy now yeah, yeah
Couple late nights, settle down yeah yeah
I wonder what they gonna read
I wonder what they gonna see yeah

Trading my pain for a crown yeah yeah
In the presence of a king bow down yeah yeah
I wonder what they gonna read, low highs, low me, yeahhh

(But she wrote) 200 on a freeway
(But she wrote) I see devil of my dismay
(She wrote) still praying for my highs and lows
(She wrote) saw you called but, I should go

(But she wrote) 200 on a freeway
(But she wrote) see devil of my dismay
(She wrote) I ain't got time to blow
(She wrote) low high low low

Who loves me… how should I know
They keep that low key, that's a low low
And then I got rejected that's a low blow
I never been accepted love is so cold
But maybe that's my self esteem I hate most
Maybe it's the best of me they came for
I'm just tryna turn the other cheek
Especially cause talk is cheap
I hear them whispers man you weak, yeahhhhh

If you agree with that
I'm in a world where they hate being good or black
I might die from NyQuil or OD on crack
The rich getting welfare in the form of tax, I said
Sin before my eyes, sin before my eyes,
I'm like Jesus walk on that Kanye vibe
And if my love ever die I'm gone Kanye cry,
Keep the devil out my life on that Kanye bye

Whoa! writing my eulogy now yeah, yeah
Couple late nights, settle down yeah yeah
I wonder what they gonna read
I wonder what they gonna see yeah

Trading my pain for a crown yeah yeah
In the presence of a king bow down yeah yeah
I wonder what they gonna read, low highs, low me, yeahhh

(But she wrote) 200 on a freeway
(But she wrote) I see devil of my dismay
(She wrote) still praying for my highs and lows
(She wrote) saw you called but I should go

(But she wrote) 200 on a freeway
(But she wrote) see devil of my dismay
(She wrote) I ain't got time to blow
(She wrote) low high low low

Time is calling, diamonds falling

They said its a party bro, we gone put in cardio, what we celebrating for, they said
Would you like to know? Shhh, hush, quiet, its gone be a riot, I don’t do the beef since I
Changed up on my diet got some money…

If only money could fund me, I see depression I’m running, I can’t afford it the preacher
He told me I was a leader, believe it bowing to Jesus, He came so I could have life, get
Rich throw it right, Ooo ooo, act like buss it buss it act right, spending all this money
Getting money is a fact right, Jesus sent His son for me, He seen I was making moves
Can this money pay it all before I die I got to chose

Money ain’t a thing, bought a pinky, then I fell in love, then I got a bag, money make
You smile, til you broke a while, dealing with the feelings foot is on the gas, chasing
After checks, jump a bag of checks, Jesus didn’t die for the disrespect, but we steady
Be getting money that drop it drop it that bad and bunny that

If my sin was average, tell me what my average is, heard my soul can’t ever buy, talk to
GOD He told me why, Jesus was the price and I cried some diamonds from my eyes
Said to bury me in white, rest in peace my silent night

Money on the floor, money on the floor, but I canker GOD saying, get rich throw it
Right, money on the floor, money on the floor, but I can hear GOD saying I can give you more

Time is calling, shhh, hush, quiet, diamonds falling, its gonna be a riot, time is calling
What we celebrating for? Diamonds falling, got some money

Ooo ooo, act like buss it buss it act right, spending all this money
Getting money is a fact right, Jesus sent His son for me, He seen I was making moves
Can this money pay it all before I die I got to chose

Change fast, but fade slow, break my heart
But not my soul, they just want to call me over
They just want to call me, so pardon my reflection
It’s just tonight, I, cause I be on my own

That’s that 98’ let me get on that 98’ work hard I play hard
Chrome bike on that side chain ah yeah, that’s that 98’
Let me get on that 98’, I don’t want your number
Every day like Summer, ah yeah
That’s that 98’ let me get on that 98’
Work hard I play hard chrome bike on that side chain
Ah yeah, that’s that 98’, let me get on that 98’
Time just wan go, need to move slow

Ooo wait 9, 8, bout time and I feel great
Bout time and I feel my soul
Bout time and I feel my flow, been up I can not be low
This the part where I hit that slow
Sound here said it’s all love, all GOD and it’s all us
I just recognize I love vibe, I just play It back up in my mind
Faded memories just like rewind
Speak when spoken recognize the time
Cause everything was simple more like elemental
Tell me what you like, wanna live forever
GOD keep me together, guess I’m not the type

Change fast, but fade slow, break my heart
But not my soul, cause I be on my own

That’s that 98’ let me get on that 98’ work hard I play hard
Chrome bike on that side chain ah yeah, that’s that 98’
Let me get on that 98’, I don’t want your number
Every day like Summer, ah yeah, That’s that 98’
Let me get on that 98’, work hard I play hard chrome bike
On that side chain ah yeah, that’s that 98’
Let me get on that 98’, time just wan go
Need to move slow

Shouts out to my whole team
Much love to my whole crew
So blessed everywhere we go we got Kleenex like bless you
Up next well guess who, GOD said I’d flex too
Ain’t love it was never love so why you let someone
Stress you cause we don’t party nor get naughty
Tell me what you like, wanna live forever
Why you still together, prolly not the type
I just recognize I love the vibe
Feel like maybe GOD is on my side
Rather rock with favor than with pride
Keep a couple options on the side

Change fast, but fade slow, break my heart
But not my soul, cause I be on my

That’s that 98’ let me get on that 98’ work hard I play hard
Chrome bike on that side chain ah yeah, that’s that 98’
Let me get on that 98’, I don’t want your number
Every day like Summer, ah yeah, That’s that 98’
Let me get on that 98’
Work hard I play hard chrome bike on that side chain ah yeah
That’s that 98’, let me get on that 98’
Time just wan go, need to move slow

Ah yeah yeah aye
Ah yeah yeah aye
Ah yeah yeah aye aye yeah

Drop it ain't doing nothing for me
Ask me how I'm fitted dressed in holy holy holy
Like time cost money got a rolley aww yeah yeah
These my veins I'd prolly move slowly on that fonz
Hit 'em with the cons pretty icons
Better lies make the better pawns silly hyphens
When I cry feelings painted on see the nylon
Wonder why I be waiting on...ok

But I still date a guy with a chain
Claim that's 24 karats on a slave
Tryna figure if I take the money to the grave
Could it pay for my sins, pretty far from the end
But still plotting routes to escape my truth
Prolly got love but I still need proof
Tryna use faith when I'm down to a few
Man I should pray, but what I'm gonna say

I'ma be here, feeling me, I'ma be here
Frenemies, enemies, families
I'ma be I'ma be here, feelin' my feelin' my, dealin' my, feelin'
My, you and my pain and my tears, feeling' me I'ma be here
Call it my time, call it my dear, eyes on GOD
Eyes on you, eyes on frauds not like you

Cause I ain't gonna beg no one to stay please
Ask me how I feel, I feel amazing, blessings, eyes on GOD
Eyes on you keep eyes on frauds
Came valet like where's my car
Feeling' my, feelin' my, feeling' my, feelin' my

Jumped out my sin like the coupe
When I cry play soft flute, when I die pray I flew
Said I bleed red not blue
Had to cancel my ex that's you
Devil don't tempt me slow
Blessed I ain't even achu
Saw God kneeling on the floor

Knocking on my door either God or the po' po'
Keep it on the low but a tip from my snitch
Like my lips when they slip
God see everything hide my whip like I'd commit
I might just dip, bought it with a
Caught it with a, ooooh, what a night
Thank God that I made it past them days
Still got skeletons dead in my grave

I'ma be here, feeling me, I'ma be here
Frenemies, enemies, families
I'ma be i'ma be here, feelin' my feelin' my
Dealin' my, feelin' my,
You and my pain and my tears
Feeling' me I'ma be here
Call it my time, call it my dear
Eyes on GOD, eyes on you
Eyes on frauds not like you

Cause I ain't gonna' beg no one to stay please
Ask me how I feel, I feel amazing
Blessings, eyes on GOD
Eyes on you keep eyes on frauds
Came valet like where's my car
Feeling' my, feelin' my, feeling' my, feelin' my

Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah yeah

Welcome to the party it started December 25, born again, feeling super in my Audi 305
Temperature in Fahrenheit, know I’m feeling swell tonight I might hit the spot drop a lot
Make em panic right

I said who else feeling like I’m feeling on geo, young Noel on that new top tio, told em
Calm down told that boy tranquillo, he gone catch a round said a prayer lost and found

What’s king what’s a crown Jesus said follow me, why he came what you need, told
My friends R.I.P, from Benz to a club, we was dumb as could be, but MY GOD I beat
Those odds and that’s on GOD and that’s on three I’m like

I seen my star and there you are, light in the dark, empty my heart, cause I got what I
Need and that’s on GOD and that’s on me, give me light give me peace, finally I’m free

I said everything that’s good in me I got it from daddy, had a lot of things to say but
They ain’t want to at me, all I want for Christmas is no drama and a baddie, I buried my
Idols got my bible I’m entitled to the fullest homicidal with theses bullets cause I’m
Killing all my bad bad, used to make me sad sad, mixed that red with that blue, feeling
Numb tell the truth, look at GOD, look at you, how you feel, making due, how you feel
up to you

Tell em how you feel up to you, how you feel up to you, real forever I said up to you, tell
Em we don’t take no L’s I came with Noel, said I’m living fine, yeah I’m living well, tell
Em we don’t take no L’s I came with Noel, yeah I’m doing fine, yeah I’m doing well

Is you down, is you down, is you all the way down
Said my pride was so high til my foot hit the ground
It’s just rest, all I need is a little more time
All I need is a little more shine

Cause I ain’t got no time so tell the truth
Playing with my heart then it falls right back to you
Had to switch the line to channel two
Maybe this time, see you just fine oooh

Cause I ain’t got no time so tell the truth
Messing with my heart then it falls right back to you
Had to switch the line to channel two
Got my, sunshine oooh

Said I be solo, but never low low
Pullover slow though
Say take that photo yuh yuh
It's my motto, follow Jehovah yuh yuh
When I’m on auto, young Casa Nova
Like yuh eh yuhhhh
Preach

We know what lies below
Too many voices making choices colonize my soul
I improvise with the unwise and so I fit
I get, GOD got better plans for me
Tryna plant a couple roots for GOD uproot
My family tree, they say mercy mercy me
I say mercy mercy my, life has changed
I can count the ways, made my life in vain
Ride around to tryptophan, Life was written like script
Blowing that money throw the rent
Yeah I’m a nuisance, and now I get money
GOD was like so what, you’s a bad bunny

Losing all my senses as if dollars were the ones to blame
Tryna get it popping as if collars were the one to shame
Yeah out here playing with my life
And I thank GOD I’m forgiven even when I pull up twice
And I still hear from Heaven like please get your life
And I know just what I’m doing so I change what I pursing

Is you down, is you down, is you all the way down
Said my pride was so high til my foot hit the ground
It’s just rest, all I need is a little more time
All I need is a little more shine

Cause I ain’t got no time so tell the truth
Playing with my heart then it falls right back to you
Had to switch the line to channel two
Maybe this time, see you just fine oooh

Cause I ain’t got no time so tell the truth
Playing with my heart then it falls right back to you
Had to switch the line to channel two, got my
Sunshine oooh

I been looking outside with a flashlight, I been finding my way through the nightlife
I was thinking on GOD for the high life, I been using your love as a night light

Feeling lost outside my way, finna bury myself, lonely, still remember what my
Momma told me, Jesus is the reason

Right right right right break it on down, Right right right right break it on down
Right right right right break it on down, Jesus is the reason

Up all day, stay up all night, going little boy drummer my love so high, told em
Everything I need GOD willing he’ll provide, Jesus is the reason

Right right right right break it on down, Right right right right break it on down
Right right right right break it on down, Jesus is the reason

Right right right right break it on down, Right right right right break it on down
Right, right right right break it on down, Jesus is the reason

Youngen lost but now I’m found, rolling with my homies told em take a look around
Swear they say they know me, but won’t love me when I’m down
Wanna see me drown, GOD gave me a crown, said hold your applause

Hit my pager, born in a manger He telling me to chill, I’m harmonic, I run like sonic
Get purpose in His will, I was loving then leaving leaving that’s prolly why I feel
Prolly why I heal, it came with a deal, keep GOD on my dial like my phone line, I been on my
Own way in my own time, even when I feel alone GOD is on time, cause Jesus is the reason

Right right right right break it on down, Right right right right break it on down
Right right right right break it on down, Jesus is the reason

Right right right right break it on down, Right right right right break it on down
Right right right right break it on down, Jesus is the reason

Up all day, stay up all night, going little boy drummer my love so high, told em
Everything I need GOD willing he’ll provide, Jesus is the reason

Up all day, stay up all night, going little boy drummer my love so high, told em
Everything I need GOD willing he’ll provide, Jesus is the reason

I been looking outside with a flashlight, I been finding my way through the nightlife
I was thinking on GOD for the high life, I been using your love as a night light

Feeling lost outside my way, finna bury myself, lonely, still remember what my
Momma told me, Jesus is the reason

Feeling lost outside my way, finna bury myself, Lonely, still remember what my
Momma told me, Jesus is the reason

I'm gonna get it cause I can
I'm gonna do it cause I want to
Young gonna pull up in a Benz
I'm gonna live for the fortune
I'm gonna get it cause I can
I'm gonna do it cause I want to
Young gonna pull up in a Benz
I'm gonna live for the fortune

This life, that life, so much for my next life
This life, that life, so much for my next life
This life, that life, so much for my next life
This life, that life, so much for my next life

Oh yeah it ain't worth all the hype no no
Oh, oh hear me out oh hear me out
I ain't worth all the hype no no
It ain't worth all the hype no no
Oh yeah oh hear me out

Oh yeah it ain't worth all the hype no no
Oh, oh hear me out oh hear me out
I ain't worth all the hype no no
It ain't worth all the hype no no
Oh yeah oh hear me out

I say I'm gonna get it cause I can
I'm gonna do it cause I want to
Young gonna pull up in a Benz
I'm gonna live for the fortune
I'm gonna get it cause I can yeah yeah
I'm gonna do it cause I want to
Young gonna pull up in a Benz
I'm gonna live for the fortune

This life, that life
So much for my next life
This life, that life, so much for my next life
This life, that life, so much for my next life
This life, that life, so much for my next life

Maybe if my eyes close I'll stop falling
Maybe if my eyes close I'll stop falling
Fall, fall, fall, fall, fall, fall, but I been thinking lately

We gone celebrate with all my homies round them up
Nothing last forever and I seen it that's the truth
I know God will never leave me
That's why everything is new
They stressing me, then wrecking me
And then done with me and when I seen it down low
Nothing been my friend I ain't gonna lie
And I tempt my fate sitting on top of the world
Looking at em with a smile
Everybody got a problem when I see one
Then I tell 'em bye bye, they ain't tryna see me fly
I fell for tonight it's got you
It's got me and it's all upon agreement
All upon a heartbreak all upon a secret
They don't wanna see me no
They ain't tryna hear me yeah
I just tell them look below

This life, that life, so much for my next life
This life, that life, so much for my next life
This life, that life, so much for my next life
This life, that life, so much for my next life

It’s that heartbeat, heartbeat
All I need is my sleep, my sleep
I don’t dream at night won't that wake you up I got to feel it
GOD I said enough I’m feeling like lately lately all I all I do
Be feeling like the type of person who might ruin you
Don't give me no love
With no GOD I'm gone ruin you
That's why I chose

Lies over pain, when my mind is insane
Heart for the love if my eyes would abstain
Wait the heavens to shine when it rains
Addiction addiction catch me if you can
I repeat these highs and lows
I suppose, I could let it go, cause I been told....

Mercy is better than diamonds or gold... or so I been told
Mercy is better than diamonds or gold... or so I been told
Mercy is better than diamonds
So I put them outlets I'm trying on hold
Pull up with people I tryna let go
It's a fight for my soul

Can somebody help me find my way
Devil got me thinking people mad I’m singing
I been only tryna find all day
Tell me what I’m seeking
GOD I feel I’m weakened with these eyes that’ll ruin you
All I got is lies that'll ruin you, don't give me no love
With no GOD I'm gone ruin you
That's why I chose

Lies over pain, when my mind is insane
Heart for the love if my eyes would abstain
Wait the heavens to shine when it rains
Addiction addiction catch me if you can
I repeat these highs and lows, I suppose
I could let it go, cause I been told....

Mercy is better than diamonds or gold... or so I been told
Mercy is better than diamonds or gold... or so I been told
Mercy is better than diamonds
So I put them outlets I'm trying on hold
Pull up with people I tryna let go
It's a fight for my soul