Pretend

I don’t know what I’m meant to feel anymore
I take it out on my girls and I smashed that door
I f***** around with myself and I let you know
That if you’re up there watching then start the show

Say it’s over my friend
How long until the end
Cause I’m past the point where I can amend
I don’t love myself but I can pretend

Repeated cycles in my head are bringing me down
And I’ve been itching at the back of my head the crown
Environment or inside my head? It’s one of the two
Cause this head is controlling me and me is just you

Say it’s over my friend
How long until the end
Cause I’m past the point where I can amend
I don’t love myself but I can pretend

Say it’s over my friend
How long until the end
Cause I’m past the point where I can amend
I don’t love myself but I can pretend
I can pretend