No More

Here in the middle of this mess
What am I supposed to think
I am doing my best
To take this craziness and make some sense
I know I’ve gotta learn
And sometimes things must break
Well I’m broken down do my bones
But I’m getting better thanks to my mistakes

And every piece that falls
I get a little bit closer
I wanna kick the wall
And shout a little bit louder

Fly like a bird
Let out every single word
No more hating myself
No more apologizing for the parts
That are hard to take
No more trying to be something
That I cannot keep up
No more silencing my intuition
Never gonna fake
No adjusting to the way
That someone want me to act

There you sit with your head down
God I feel like dirt
So surreal how this thing turned out
And it’s taking time for me to heal the hurt

But every piece that falls
I get a little bit closer
With holes in the walls
I shout a little bit louder

Fly like a bird
Let out every single word
No more hating myself
No more hiding anything
‘Cause maybe someone won’t like
No expecting of myself to always fucking be nice
No more pleasing
No more doing things
I actually don’t want
No more saying I’m good
When underneath I am not

No more hiding anything
‘Cause maybe someone won’t like
No expecting of myself to always fucking be nice
No more pleasing
No more doing things
I actually don’t want
No more saying I’m good
When underneath I am not