In My Feelings

He that followeth me shall not walk in darkness

Nothing's got me feeling like a lady, lately
Feeling more like a beast stomping around
Tearing things down
Nothing's got me feeling like love is amazing
Feeling more incomplete
Moping around
Feeling down

I'm just looking, looking for something real
Something strong
But nothing's real, it's all wrong
And what I feel is alone

And I'm just looking, looking for something right
Want to see the light
But every time, I open my eyes
I only see the darkness in the night

Tell me, why we're not talking now?
Why we're both acting out?
Why we don't care anymore?

Tell me, what friends got to do with it?
You blaming me, not cool with it
I'm looking around because I'm bored

Nothing's got me feeling like I need to be true
Need to open up to you
Every time I did
Mistake, a slap in the face
Why can't I just walk away

Nothing's got me feeling like I need to be anywhere
But next to you
It's like I still haven't learned, I'm still waiting my turn
Can't wait to get over you

Everything is old even summer months are cold, but I can do it
I am who I say I am
Met your kind before
Before you open up your mouth I know, you will put me through it
I'm just too smart for this
Why can't I stop with this?
Feeling like I need you
I need more confidence, can't rely on your compliments
I don't need you