Hiding in my far off distant plans
I see a house with people I don't love that I command
Please good god just tell me
That it won't be an accident
Spare me from a closed eyes existence
Is it doom to fall into the norm
Hunker down and live a life
But not know what it's for
Oh am I just a pawn
In some cold cosmic raging storm
Such a drag, but I don't know better anymore
When I lay with you in bed
I'm terrified that we might
Fall asleep and and then forget
How to get back to our lives
Everything that's swimming in my head
Its pointing to the idea that I'm already quite dead
I see the steps I do no want
But yet I still will take them
I remember reading something way back when
Who will rescue me from this body of death
