Life is a mystery love is a gift
Do you realize in this world just how much you’ll be missed
Overdosed soul I can still smell the roses
The pain inside seems to come in doses
It wasn’t you felt lost in my memory
A beauty unimagined your laugher and your energy
Lost within a dream or a recurring nightmare
Addictions were the same blocking pain from the night terrors
It’s all right there read between the lines
Fighting inner demons and our tormented minds
I tossed and turned from envisions at your wake
Hoping heaven keeps you floating finding peace within your place
Bring her back S. dot Miller
Your energy alone was its own painkiller
Filling hearts with depictions of your love
I hope this song is enough to lift you up
Your shadows fallen on
But you keep calling me to see
You ain’t gone
You’re speaking through my memories
Your shadows fallen on
But you keep calling me to see
You ain’t gone
You’re speaking through my memories
I sit and reminisce clenched fist and tears dripping
More love from above below a questioned contradiction
Why’d you have to die why’d you choose suicide
Premeditated patron I wish I could of tried harder
I would of begged for one more day
And used it all to convince you why to stay
You played the role no one could take a way
You touched so many lives even helped me through my break up
Taught me how to wake up realize what I’m worth
Moved me through depression then it took you from this earth
Richard why couldn’t you just hold on
How could we of missed where it all went wrong
Crying to this song sympathizing with your pain
Preaching out to others so they don’t repeat the same
Tell your testimony so your death was not in vain
Touch the hearts of many bringing penance to your name
Your shadows fallen on
But you keep calling me to see
You ain’t gone
You’re speaking through my memories
Your shadows fallen on
But you keep calling me to see
You ain’t gone
You’re speaking through my memories
I’m a soldier built from pain with a heart that’s built from broken
Loss has set me off to speak out for the unspoken
I’m the mouthpiece for the un-recently deceased
I’m rapping now to spread relief for inner peace
Live without doubt that your life can get better
God’s got a plan for fixing a broken man
Standing on his promise peering toward the answer
Change will come if you must surrender to the Master
Can you see it off in the distance
A purpose-filled life with a not guilty sentence
True forgiveness for all your dirty secrets
Freedom from your burdens finding strength within your weakness
See I found it after 26 years
Peace has been hiding in all inner fears
Gave it to the Lord when it was too heavy to hold it
The pain of change was less than I was holding
Your shadows fallen on
But you keep calling me to see
You ain’t gone
You’re speaking through my memories
Your shadows fallen on
But you keep calling me to see
You ain’t gone
You’re speaking through my memories