Cards You're Dealt

I know I can not
See it through
I got my head on straight
So you can pass the loose
Disco biscuits
In my little tooth
I got this throbbing headache
And I'll bend the truth

Aced my test
I guess that I'm the best
I guess that I'll be better
When the better rest
I just can't get over
This high bar I've set
So I'm gon' take this bar
And throw it off the edge

And all I'll ever be
Is right here next to me
Exporting on my screen
Sun blaring down on me
And I hope that you watch this
I hope that you helped
I hope you feel better
'Bout these cards you're dealt

Look around
And tell me what you see
Is it a brand new man
Or is it same old me?
I keep marching forward
With a small belief
That if I'm still persistent then I'll
Soon break free

Lost my thought
I think it wasn't bold
I think it's just a thought
That wasn't meant to be told
I could widen my lens
And I could fit my soul
Oh I was 29
Now I'm turning old

And all I'll ever be
Is right here next to me
Exporting on my screen
Sun blaring down on me
And I hope that you watch this
I hope that you helped
I hope you feel better
'Bout these cards you're dealt

And you got everything you want
But you still chase it all and don't
Seem to stop for nothing man
I think it's time to change this plan

Where I go?
I spent too long planting seeds now to show
That I'm yet to grow
Into something special that can cope

And all I'll ever be
Is right here next to me
Exporting on my screen
Sun blaring down on me
And I hope that you watch this
I hope that you helped
I hope you feel better
'Bout these cards you're dealt
'Bout these cards you're dealt
'Bout these cards you're dealt