Bargaining

Empty spaces
Trying to find the words to say this
I am tired of stages
Telling me that I'll be better
When I'm not
I'm here
I know we used to have it all
No I'm not
I'm here
Wish I could've broke this fall

I need you now
I don't care how
I would do anything
I need to talk to you somehow
I need you now

Empty faces
People don't know what to say to me
Their honest answers
But they can't feel the crushing weight of I don't know
I know
I'm here
And I can't change the past
And I want so bad to heal
But I keep coming back

I need you now
I don't care how
I would do anything
I need to talk to you somehow
I need you now

What if I could've saved you
If only I had been a little stronger
What if's in the way of what I want to say
What if I could've stayed with you
If only time could've stretched a little longer
What if's in the way of what I want to say

I need you now
I don't care how