Lost with All Hands

It hurts to know I'm not the one you care for
I'm pretty sure you're rotten to the core
Those late-night talks and cigarettes
We started sharing after work
They're kinda all I have right now
So hold on tight
We'll be just fine

We'll be alright

I know you know that I'm not perfect
Not even close but still
I'll be the one to paint your dreams
Dying may seem like it's the problem
Living is harder when you open both your eyes
And see

You never told me anything
Or is it all you had to say?
I might be imperfect, well I'm better off this way

I know you know that I'm not perfect
Not even close but still
I'll be the one to paint your dreams
Dying may seem like it's the problem
Living is harder when you open both your eyes and see

Life can get so lonely
When you're drenched in your own hopes
Never felt so tangled
Can someone please cut those ropes

Sometimes I just wish the bottle
Was my only friend
Talking gets so hard
When you are trapped inside your head

Broken hearts won't heal the same
There's no excuse, there's no escape
I'm struggling to stay pure and tamed
Inside this prison

Life can feel so empty
When you're drowning in your thoughts
Drugs they said will help you
Somehow made it only worse

Broken hearts won't heal the same
There's no excuse, there's no escape
I'm struggling to stay pure and tamed
Inside this prison

Beating hearts but out of time
There is no use, there is no rhyme
I'm fighting to break out of my chains
Inside this prison

Please don't tell me you don't need me here
(in your dreams)
Please don't tell me that this isn't real
(in your dreams)
Please don't tell me you don't need me here
(in your dreams)
Please don't tell me that
Please don't tell me that

Please don't tell me you don't need me here
(in your dreams)
Please don't tell me that this isn't real
(in your dreams)
Please don't tell me you don't need me here
(in your dreams)
Please don't tell me that
Please don't tell me that

Please don't tell me you don't need me here
(in your dreams)
Please don't tell me that this isn't real
(in your dreams)
Please don't tell me you don't need me here
(in your dreams)
Please don't tell me that
Please don't tell me that

Broken hearts won't heal the same
There's no excuse, there's no escape
I'm struggling to stay pure and tamed
Inside this prison

Beating hearts but out of time
There is no use, there is no rhyme
I'm fighting to break out of my chains
Inside this prison

Oh sister
Don't judge me on my bad days
It's been a tough few years
For me, I swear
I'll try to change
I'll try to make you smile
Like I once used to
I once used to

Oh sister
Don't fade into this dark place
Believe me that I felt
Like fucking waste
A stupid kid
Without a path
Please let me show you
How to deal with life

I'm sorry I was sick
And only cured me
Those seasons changed so quick
I couldn't breathe

After all those nights
You faced your fears alone
The fact that you're like me
It scary, it's wearing me out
There so much me stored in your heart
The truth is I'm scared of the things that I somehow might do
Don't mind me my love

You will grow
And you will show
The world
That they were wrong
About us
When they say we'll never be
The ones to pave the way

I wish I could have
Been there all time
For you my dear
They'll shut their eyes the moment you'll succeed
To conquer all your dreams

After all those nights
You faced your fears alone
The fact that you're like me
It scary, it's wearing me out
There so much me stored in your heart
The truth is I'm scared of the things that I somehow might do
Don't mind me my love

Don't say things changed
‘Cause through my eyes it's all the same
You're telling me it's rearranged

You know I've tried
To keep up as you run your race
Tried to give you breathing space

In my head nothing's dead
You're still here in my bed
I still fear all these things
I'm supposed to let it go
Let it grow let those fears
Guide you home
May those nightmares guide you home

Will we ever change
I left my heart out on a plate
For you to see it bleeding
Trying to estrange myself
From the promises you couldn't make
I swear I'll be your best mistake

What have you done to us
What have we done?
What have I done?

What have you done to us
What have we done?
What have I done?

In my head nothing's dead
You're still here in my bed
Am I just a memory
A ghost that haunts you
Light a match, the fire grows
The photographs that bind you close
Burn like candles guide me home

Will we ever change
I left my heart out on a plate
For you to see it bleeding
Trying to estrange myself
From the promises you couldn't make
I swear I'll be your best mistake

I know we'll be
We'll be just fine
I'll draw those lines the color of your eyes
And when the paint
The paint goes dry
I'll know you've left cause you were never mine