Finding Out as I Go

They say forgive and forget
But I don’t think I can do that yet
Give it time and think things over
But this shouldn’t earn a spot in my head

All I do is lay in bed awake at night
Dreaming of the things that I could say
But it’s too late

Why do I feel like I should’ve known by now
‘Cause everyone is just pretending to know
So I’m finding out as I go

I felt the signs in my chest
But I didn’t hear the sirens ahead
Yeah I’m alive, I’m still breathing
Even though they tried to leave me for dead

All I do is lay in bed awake at night
Dreaming of the things that I could say
But that’s a waste

Why do I feel like I should’ve known by now
‘Cause everyone is just pretending to know
So I’m finding out as I go

And I’m finally feeling human again
I’m finding out that heroes let you down
My ignorance has led me here again
But I’m finding out as I go

Why do I feel like I should’ve known by now
‘Cause everyone is just pretending to know
So I’m finding out as I go

Hit my head on the concrete back in high school
Knocked out cold but I still remember it so well
Had my first dance and my first heartbreak
Made some friends that I still have and I could tell

It’s the good and bad and the best of memories
It’s been so long but you, you still remember me
After all these years I found out finally that
I can’t go back or change it, but I wouldn’t trade a moment

Everybody is moving on to new things
And we’re still young but looking back is like history
All of the memories that we made will last a lifetime
And even the worst ones made us who we are today


It’s the good and bad and the best of memories
It’s been so long but you, you still remember me
After all these years I found out finally that
I can’t go back or change it, but I wouldn’t trade a moment

Hit my head on the concrete back in high school
Knocked out cold but I still remember it so well
Had my first dance and my first heartbreak
Made some friends that I still have and I could tell

It's the good and bad and the best of memories
It's been so long but you, you still remember me
After all these years I found out finally that
I can't go back or change it, but I wouldn't trade a moment

Everybody is moving on to new things
And we're still young but looking back is like history
All of the memories that we made will last a lifetime
And even the worst ones made us who we are today

It's the good and bad and the best of memories
It's been so long but you, you still remember me
After all these years I found out finally that
I can't go back or change it, but I wouldn't trade a moment