Fading Dust

So many years I’ve wasted days
And time was free
All I knew was one part of
Of it all

I want to go to lands of snow
Where you are
If you fall will I fall
Will it be part of it all

Lighting storms make you glow
To the edge, you always go
You love the earth while it cracks
Always wondering when you come back
Feeling free is all you know
You see fear as a new way to grow

I felt it all. the change you made
A great escape
Broke down the walls that were supposed
Supposed to be part of it all

My way is your way

Leaving the old life behind
Giving the new one a try
Making the past as we go
Trying a new way to grow

Finding a new way to define
The way our life is in this time
Changing familiar thoughts as we go
Shaping the world that we show

So many different ways to make us fly
All of the chances we have to ask why
So little time we still have to try
Day by day we’ll make it right

You gave me a reason to climb
So high I got out of sight
The moment we dove way too deep
Made you see a new side of me

It’s almost time to wake up
Almost time to face the morning

Don’t know if I want to wake up
Afraid of losing what I found

Do I need to keep on asking
When everything is always passing
What is real and what do I own
And what if I don’t know

We took it down together
And made a change forever

It’s up to me to break the circle
Or let it bring me to the ground

Do I need to keep on asking
When everything is always passing
What is real and what do I own
And what if I don’t know

If water could wash this clean
Would it be all alright
If it could just fade away
If water could wash this clean
Would it be all alright
Would I see what it really means

Your eyes show me our past
All we had
All we knew

High speed
We drove fast on icy ground
Losing grip
All we did was laughed until we cried

We shared that world, now split and gone
We have our own now, still moving on
Still moving on

I’m awake in the night
No one sees
I abandon the fight
No one leaves

Find my way at this height
Go on, breathe
Find my way without light
No more sleep

You’re a thief without regret, you take no blame, that’s why I let you
Carry me, you carry me again
You gave me space inside your head, still feel like your silhouette
So carry me, carry me again

Let your ego decide
Take all of me
I won’t ask you why
Just feed the greed

Why don’t you steal the blood out of my veins
Why don’t you break my shattered home again
Why don’t you give my broken mind a chance
To build a wall so you can’t get in