Hurts so Good

I don’t understand how you could be so easily
Scared to take my hand and take a stand for our land

I’m no different than you can’t you see
Yet we always fight and always disagree
We’ve gone swimming in the deadly sea
And the salt, the salt can’t sink us now

We, we hold the keys to brighter days through all the haze
And please don’t let this be another dream that we can’t beat

I’m no different than you can’t you see
Yet we always fight and always disagree
We’ve gone swimming in the deadly sea
And the salt, the salt can’t sink us now

Are we sore to settle the score
When we gave it all we couldn’t reach the shore
Aren’t we torn to start a civil war

It gave us heart attacks
To look inside ourselves
Now with cardiac arrest
We can’t breathe what’s unseen together

Here it comes again, there’s no stopping it

Why does loving you feel good but hurt so bad
We miscommunicated what we thought we had
Do you think of me the way that I think of you
When you’re seeing someone new

What we had was bad
Hope had blinded us
We don’t talk anymore
But we still dream of the unseen together

Here it comes again, there’s no stopping it

It only gets harder to fight myself in the night
When my only sight fell right beneath my eyes
The darkness is calling and I’m in its line of sight
And I’m looking over my shoulder as I run in the light

Are you scared of the dark
Am I scared to fall apart

Looking through the window and watching the sun subside
Brings a fear to my eyes as the light turns into night

It’s found me now, it’s closing down
The faceless time the stranger things in my mind

Are you scared of the dark
Am I scared to fall apart

Lose my mind
It seems to happen all the time
I know I wanna make this right
I think I’m gonna blow this fight

I might run away and fight another day

Complex times is what we live in
Will I climb

I might run away and fight another day

What will I find when the screaming subsides
Will my bones begin to break will my family know I cried
Take me oh God, oh take me somehow
Hell’s where I’m living in living right now

Just give me some peace put me in the ground
Where everyone but no one’s around

Wasted time fearing I might lose my grip on you
Take a breath it’s fine, we always knew we could win

All this nonsense starts to make sense
You’re my future in the past tense
Through the chaos through the madness
I can see you through the darkness

When I’m with you

Endless nights wondering if I’d always sleep alone
The bedside light led me home to you

All this nonsense starts to make sense
You’re my future in the past tense
Through the chaos through the madness
I can see you through the darkness

I can’t harbor any strength
When I start to lose my mind
Will I be that boring fake from Indian Lakes
Will I compromise my dreams
Can I promise that I tried

To finally succeed with originality

Am I broken, Am I Indian

In a broken state of mind I’m in question as of why
To continue on like this, a hit or a miss

Do these noises shatter me or decide who I want to be

You got it all, you got it all
You got it all and you got me
Beggin’

Can you stay
Can you stay
Can you stay with me

I want it all, I want it all
I want it all oh please baby
I’m beggin’

Take back the things we did
Sell my memories when we were kids
To an auction and I won’t bid
I’m the jar and you shut the lid

I can’t get high enough to forget you
And I know you feel it too

Don’t hate you but wish I could
You moved on like I knew you would
Now I’m stuck in our neighborhood
You’re the fire and I’m the wood

I can’t get high enough to forget you
And I know you feel it too

I can’t get high enough

Mirrors are unlike the eyes they show the truth where truth can’t hide
To find the truth you can’t be blind but blind is what you’ll be

Mirrors find the truth in you, you try to run but you can’t get through

You said you were honest but I never can tell
The words are like cigarette burns on myself
What makes it worse is that they don’t go away
And neither do you, neither do you

I tried to find the truth in you, the truth was never something you could do

I might run away and fight another day