So This Is Happiness

Where do I find peace of mind
Get alone talking to myself
Change of pace I held my tongue
Take time to fix myself

I say what you want me to
I'm a puppet on a string only move how I'm supposed to
Put some miles on my feet, step forward light and carefree

Everytime, everytime
Everytime I back myself away
It gets so loud shut it out
Bare boned out in the open
Where are you now, where are you now
Start to see you as a daydream
It's all so loud breathe in and out
Step forward light and carefree

Am I asking way too much
To find if this will be enough
Cut the middle from the map
Roads they don't work like that

I say what you want me to
I'm a puppet on a string only do what I'm told to
Put some miles on my feet, step forward light and carefree

Everytime, everytime
Everytime I back myself away
It gets so loud shut it out
Bare boned out in the open
Where are you now, where are you now
Start to see you as a daydream
It's all so loud breathe in and out
Step forward light and carefree

I'll keep on breathing for now, I'll keep on breathing for now

Catchin' a ride home
I said, my heater is broke but it's better than walking
Write your number down I'll call
Second glance gave me away and now I'm trying to fake it

I'm not ready but we've already started
I'm not ready but we're already falling

Hey, listen close
Can you tell what we're ready for ready
Whispering don't you go
Can you tell what we're ready for mi amor

Stayin' out too long
Spin the record again turn it up a bit louder
Tell me don't you dare be late
I know better but I'll take my chances
And I can't help it
The way your making me sweat I won't forget
That we are already gone

I'm not ready but we've already started
I'm not ready but we're already falling
I'm not ready but we've already started
I'm not ready but we're already falling

Hey, listen close
Can you tell what we're ready for ready
Whispering don't you go
Can you tell what we're ready for mi amor

We're falling, We're falling in love
Falling, We're falling in love
Falling, We're falling in love
Falling, We're falling in love

Speak to me
I'll listen to what you say
You’ve white knuckled long enough
Try again with some conviction
Spin your bar stool back around
And drink it down, down, down, down, down

Not gonna let you have
Never gonna let never gonna
Gonna let you have this
Not gonna let you have
Never gonna let never gonna
Gonna let you have this

Dirty hands buried in the leaves
Staring down the tops of trees
Childhood thoughts and memories
Now you're doing fine
Your body language tells me otherwise
Lie after lie after lie
And drink it down, down, down, down, down

Not gonna let you have
Never gonna let never gonna
Gonna let you have this
Not gonna let you have
Never gonna let never gonna
Gonna let you have this

It's the same in the end
When you’re playing to win
You're alone
It's the same in the end
When you're playing to win
You're alone

Not gonna let you have this
Not gonna let you have this