XIXI

I’m paranoid
I’m barely breathing
I can’t enjoy
All the ones that I love

Don’t think less of me
Take all the medicine
I’m falling through
What’s left of you

Purify me
Defy me
Purify me
Defy me
Purify me
Defy me

Unsterilized
You got that feeling
I’m crucified
But I'd die for love

Don’t take less of me
Swallow my everything
I’m falling through
All that’s left of you

Purify me
Defy me
Purify me
Defy me
Purify me
Defy me

Hey, you’re brave enough to call my name
You’re brave enough to come and stay
I said hey, you’re brave enough to go insane
When there's nothing to say

I’ll save myself
Better save myself

Don't let me go
Cuz I'll never make it
Don’t let me go
I’m the best of you
Don’t let me go
As I try to fake it
Don’t let me go
I’m a brave soul too

Said hey you’re breaking all the rules I made
You’re winning all the games I play
Said hey, don’t wanna be your renegade
When nobody can save me

Don't let me go
Cuz I'll never make it
Don’t let me go
I’m the best of you
Don’t let me go
As I try to fake it
Don’t let me go
I’m a brave soul too

Desert hills and lonely places
Heavy still without your traces
Holding on to every breath we wasted
Tender for your soft embraces

Under the darkest sky
All for you
Don't wanna see the night
Fade to blue
Under the dark sky
Long for you
Don't wanna see your red
Fade to blue

I wanna flow with you over holy water
I wanna crawl into all your secret corners
I wanna brace myself we go heavy harder

We go heavy harder (heavy)
I wanna lose myself in you
I wanna lose myself in you (you)
Before you fade to blue

Still looking in all the same places
Still running in circles I've wasted
And I'm still hoping one day
You'll remember me
And I'm still hoping one day
That you'll set me free

Under the darkest sky
All for you
Don't wanna see the night
Fade to blue
Under the dark sky
Long for you
Don't wanna see your red
Fade to blue

I wanna flow with you over holy water
I wanna crawl into all your secret corners
I wanna brace myself we go heavy harder

We go heavy harder (heavy)
I wanna lose myself in you
I wanna lose myself in you (you)
Before you fade to blue

These silent waters
Hide the truth
Upon the altar
I'm in bloom

Open the curtain
Pull me through
I'll give you holy
Winter fruit

Drop all your hunger
And kill your dues
So give me shelter
Give me proof

I'll be the martyr and the muse
All of your sorrow
I'll consume

Wanna bathe myself
In you
Wanna break my soul
In two
Cuz I would die to give
What I take

Illusions
Are still on my skin
Alluring and pulling me in
Center of my gravity
Limitless realities

I wanna be holy
Like you
I wanna be fully
Consumed
I wanna be lost in physical with you
(Lost in physical with you)
I wanna be holy (holy)
Whole

Behold my love
These trembling hands
Slowly growing numb
What I would give
For your golden touch
What would I give

Illusions
Are still on my skin
Alluring and pulling me in
Center of my gravity
Limitless realities

I wanna be holy
Like you
I wanna be fully
Consumed
I wanna be lost in physical with you
(Lost in physical with you)
I wanna be holy (holy)
Whole

I am the truth
Gonna let go of my prayers
I am full bloom
Like a garden in June

I am the truth
Gonna let go of my prayers

I wanna be holy
Like you
I wanna be fully
Consumed
I wanna be lost in physical with you
(Lost in physical with you)
I wanna be holy (holy)
Whole

Water me with tears
Whisper in both ears

Why do I only see myself through you
Why do I only see myself through you

Go my love into bloom
I wanna
Grow my limbs tall like you
Over here I sway
Here I'll stay
So go my love into bloom

Cloudy and unclear
Following my fears
Why do I only see myself through you
Why do I only see myself through you

Go my love into bloom
I wanna
Grow my limbs tall like you
Over here I sway
Here I'll stay

So go my love into bloom

I've been fading
Ever further
Than I want to

In the silence
All the color's
Running from you

I don't need a safe word
I just gotta stay far from you
Even when you move slow
I still gotta leave my body

Leave my body
(I don't need a safe word)

Hear my call
I am enough
I touch the light
I feel my sixth sense

I've been using
These illusions
Like I need to

It's a solace
I was seeking
When I saw you

I don't need a safe word
I just gotta stay far from you
Even when you move slow
I still gotta leave my body

Leave my body
(I don't need a safe word)

Hear my call
I am enough
I touch the light
I feel my sixth sense