Your Love and Rent

There ain’t nobody who knows
Which way your body will go
No heaven or hell below
But you’ll live forever

And when you figure it out
You take a good look around
Every sight and sound
The same only better

Oh I’m growing up fine
I’m only wasted
Oh I’m growing up fine
I’m only wasting your time

I see myself at eighteen
Confused by everything
I’m learning how I should sing
To make you remember

But you get lost on the way
And everyone tries say
Hey man, you really should stay
But I’m gone in September

Oh I’m growing up fine
I’m only wasted
Oh I’m growing up fine
I’m only wasting your time

I’m wasting your time

When I came over to your house
I dreamt that I was bleeding out
And woke with you inside my mouth
And questions of the why and how again

Maybe when I’m heading out
I’ll think of what we talked about
And maybe won't hear a sound
Just empty nothing floating around again

When I moved into your new place
I lost a little more than space
Now I just hide behind the days
When your at work or I’m away again

No I wouldn’t change a thing
To love like this it makes me sing
But don’t you for one second think
That one day lonely I won’t be again

God is looking at me
With a finger and thumb
Wondering when I’ll do something
That isn’t quite so dumb

Staring at a city
Like somebody with bad luck
Sliding down the sidewalk
On a quick three mile run

I cannot see
Cannot see where I am going
There cannot be
Cannot be a better way of knowing

Giving up a living
To make one with my friends
Letting going of everything
Except your love and rent

I guess I’ll just keep going
On that I can depend
To wish a run was over
Is to make it never end

I cannot see
Cannot see where I am going
There cannot be
Cannot be a better way of knowing