The Forgotten Jellyfish

Outside bombs are falling
Am I ignoring the truth again?
Inside a storm is raging
I'm disengaging from life again

So what am I supposed to do with you my alibi?
What am I supposed to sing to you?
A lullaby?
O a lullaby

She's nobody's daughter she believes in her dreams
In her dreams
She's nobody's daughter and she bleeds for her needs
For her needs

And living without her love's in vain
And living without her here's insane
I can't wait
I can't wait

She's nobody's daughter when she breathes I can't breathe
I can't breathe
She's nobody's daughter and she leaves me on my knees
On my knees

What would I do without her love?
I can't wait
She's nobody's daughter
I can't wait

I'm not sane, and I'm not left behind
And I'm not praying to be kept in mind
So glad I don't know
So glad I'm alone

I was dreaming of someplace
Woke myself up just in case

I'm not same, I say it to your smile
Kiss on face, easy for a while

So glad I don't know
So glad I'm alone

I was dreaming of this girl
Then I woke up in her world

I only wanna be
Me

Every now and then I sigh
And try to find the reason why
When we were cool, I was a fool

And every now and then I drink
And try to understand the link
Between me of then, my only friend

Regrets, my silly little pets
Once were killing me, now set me free
Regret like one more cigarette
Leaves me wanting more, don't know what for

And every now and then I smile
Know the truth just for a while
Cos, in the end, it was pretend

And every now and then I lie
And all the hate wells up inside
And I don't know what to do
'Til I remember what is true

Regrets, my silly little pets
Once they've eaten me
They set me free
Regret, that final cigarette
Always wanting more
Don't know what for

Regret ah ah ah

Totally wired and under inspired I am alone
Here in the darkness, the cold eats the harmless it finds a home
I am a person and like any person, I need to love
I'm down on my knees but it's moments like these that I soar

So hold on, my elusive friend, 'til the end
Just hold on, my elusive friend, 'til the end
Be aware
Say a prayer
Just hold on

Show me a way I can see yesterday I don't wanna look
Cos I have worked hard to pay past no regard and to close the book
I am a person and like any person, I'm here and now
Cos thinking up futures and what they might do to us kills

And maybe in time I can transcend the mind and put it aside
Cos living with it and its continuous shit I just can't abide
I am a person and like any person, I should be free
Free from myself and away from the shelf and outside
Hold on

You're out of love again
It's hard to make you into a friend
But if I could you know I would pretend

You're out of luck again
I'll lead you down a path with no end
I'll lure you there with promises to mend

I've been in the dark most of my life
But I'm lighting up and coming up for air
Been living with fears most of my years
But I give them up and coming on up for air

You're out of love again
You gave yourself to too many men
And told yourself you loved all of them

Been living like this, eluded by bliss
But I'm giving up and coming up for air
Been standing in line most of my time
Just queueing up not coming up for air
Coming up for air

It was the first day of December
We were drinking on a bender
There's not much I remember
Into the room, you came in shining
And like a bolt of lightning
It was bordering on frightening

And then I knew I was born to be with you
The night we spend will be there until the end

We danced 'til the morning
We slept 'til the evening
Then you said you're leaving
And I stopped believing

It was the thirteenth of December
We were on another bender
This time I do remember
Into the room, we came with timing
It was more than just arriving
We both couldn't stop smiling

And then I saw that the crowd wanted some more
From me and you so what else could we do?

What do I do to get rid of you?
What do I do to get over you?
We'll dance again

So here we are in February
We're both a little merry
Going somewhere on a ferry
Into the room, we were reflected
Then quietly ejected
Was I supposed to feel rejected?

And then I knew that this was the end with you
We can't go on living life like it's a song

I didn't wanna know it
It's banging down my door
Closer and I see it
Impossible to ignore

So I hang my head and I breathe out a lie
Maybe if I just try but I can't promise that

And you might say what I should have said yesterday
And you might say what I wanna say
What I wanna say

I didn't wanna love you
But it's too late for that
Close enough to show it
But there's no going back

Now I can't go on when there's too much to say
So I'll keep it together and keep you away
I'm longing for the inside
But there's no sense in that

And you might say what I should have said yesterday
And you might say what I wanna say
What I wanna say

Why can't I take one more day without more of this?
Leaving gets harder to take now you're gone and I can't wait
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait

I didn't wanna love you (How can I try to escape it?)
But it's too late for that (When I try I just keep falling into)
I didn't wanna love you (But I'm scared to admit and risk losing all this)
But there's no going back, oh no (So I leave but I keep falling into, into you)